pick me up now, i need u so bad

these days just plain sucked. had one paper already..dunno if its good or bad. hope everything will be smooth-sailing..but thats asking for too much. i find the pressure's mounting these days. i feel so lonely. so alone. no one knows how i feel in the inside.

one say to take things in my stride. i just think that all the screw-ups are just coming wave after wave and i am crumbling under this pressure. its too much for me to handle but who cares? no one cares. pple only care when they see this entry or when things start to happen..its too late for that. i dun need concern anymore especially not when it comes in an overdue time..when i need it the most, its not there. So let it be. let me be. let me indulge in these precious moments by my own, away from the world, away from reality.

i may look alright on the outside but i could be dying in the inside.
oh wells..no one really cares..do they?

down.