how can things be so fucked-up for me? i just keep losing things that are important to me. today i lost it. fuck. why did i lose it? how can i have lost it? fuck. went up and down orchard road looking for it. in vain. fuck. why is my life so fucked-up? damm sian.
kicked my toe against the wall when going for training..now the nail's bleeding inside. fuck.
tmr's competition again. hope i dun fuck-up.
why why?
thanks whoever is above..Fate..whatever. thanks for reducing my life to such a miserable state. thanks for the fuck-ups.