here i am..talking about life once again.
life is just full of ups and downs..of which in my case, the downs seem to be much more den the ups. =(
i just have full of questions but i just can't ask them.
not good enough, not perfect enough, not skillful enough.
seems like i have to fight for my place once again. things just seem so hard.
i find every part of me screaming out loud but the sounds are just trapped within.
i hate waiting.
feeling so lousy, feeling useless, feeling low in confidence, feeling EMO.