listened to a couple of songs of which some of their lyrics realli described my feelings quite well..
Yellowcard - Empty Apartment
When you get lonely and no one's around
You know that I'll catch you when you're falling down
Rihanna - Umbrella
When the sun shines
We'll shine together
Told you I'll be here forever
That I'll always be your friend
Took an oath Imma stick it out 'till the end
Now that it's raining more than ever
Know that we still have each other
You can stand under my Umbrella