pick me up now, i need u so bad

life can just seem so problematic at times. training camp just ended. din went smoothly at all..sprinting side had some internal conflict while polo side still have the usual problems. however to me..the sprinting side problem is escalating into something realli serious. ppl are leaving us..ppl taking up sides..ppl drifting apart from one another..this is realli something that realli puts me down. i am realli sick of seeing canoeing club falling apart. i had always thought tat sprinting side's team spirit is realli strong but apparently i'm wrong. i wish that all this crap would be resolved soon? and did i mention that i even quarrelled with a junior? seriously i dunno whos at fault or watsoever but this kind of thing shouldn't be happening at all. feeling so down and emo and all.