pick me up now, i need u so bad

start of the new week and it sure ain't good to me. setbacks and bad stuff aplenty..my disappointment in my motivations, devotions and capabilities. what on earth am i doing??? standing at the side like a passer-by with no aim when i should be doing something; anything. where is my focus? where is my optimism? where is the action? i know wat my aims are but i'm seriously not doing anything. can someone just give me a push?

den..heard from someone about his family problem..i feel for u. why do this kind of stuff happen in life? why do i keep hearing bad news from everyone around? is the world realli tat bad? can life be better?

lastly..to those who have any qualms about how i look, y i'm still like no change..well..too bad. live with it. cos i'm sick of ur comments..it may be the way i train, it may be my fault..but i'm also trying to change myself to so LIVE with it. after all..I'm only human too. =)