pick me up now, i need u so bad

Bleeding Love

Closed off from love,I didn't need the pain,Once or twice was enough,And it was all in vain,Time starts to pass,Before you know it you're frozen,But something happened,For the very first time with you,My heart melts into the ground,Found something true,And everyone's looking round,Thinking I'm going crazy,But I don't care what they say,I'm in love with you,They try to pull me away,But they don't know the truth,My heart's crippled by the vein,That I keep on closing,You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding,Keep, keep bleeding love,I keep bleeding,I keep, keep bleeding love,Keep bleeding,Keep, keep bleeding love,You cut me open
Trying hard not to hear,But they talk so loud,Their piercing sounds fill my ears,Try to fill me with doubt,Yet I know that the goal is to keep me from falling
But nothing's greater,Than the rush that comes with your embrace,And in this world of loneliness,I see your face,Yet everyone around me,Thinks that I'm going crazy, maybe, maybe
But I don't care what they say,I'm in love with you,They try to pull me away,But they don't know the truth,My heart's crippled by the vein,That I keep on closing,You cut me open and I,Keep bleeding,Keep, keep bleeding love,I keep bleeding,I keep, keep bleeding love,Keep bleeding,Keep, keep bleeding love,You cut me open
And it's draining all of me..Oh they find it hard to believe..I'll be wearing these scars,For everyone to see..
I don't care what they say,I'm in love with you,They try to pull me away,But they don't know the truth,My heart's crippled by the vein,That I keep on closing,You cut me open and I,Keep bleeding,Keep, keep bleeding love,I keep bleeding,I keep, keep bleeding love,Keep bleeding,Keep, keep bleeding love,You cut me open and I,Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love,I keep bleeding,I keep, keep bleeding love,Keep bleeding,Keep, keep bleeding love,You cut me open and I,Keep bleeding,Keep, keep bleeding love..

its 22nd of december. just 9 more days to the end of the year and ushering in the new year. time flies and i'm getting a year older once again. its been a year of ups and downs..mostly downs but there are ppl who are less fortunate so i shan't complain.

hooked on leona lewis' songs. esp "yesterday" and "bleeding love". these two songs are touching and are mainly about love and loss which about sums up most of the downs in my life.

leaving singapore for taiwan tmr..gonna be back on the 30th. first time spending christmas overseas..its gonna be a different kind of feeling i guess. wishing u ppl out there merry christmas and a happy new year.

Anyway..another emo song. this is the original version of 'apologise' by one republic. listen to it.

I’m holding on your rope,Got me ten feet off the ground,And I’m hearing what you say
But I just can’t make a sound,You tell me that you need me,Then you go and cut me down,But wait,You tell me that you’re sorry,Didn’t think I’d turn around and say..
That it’s too late to apologize, it’s too late
I said it’s too late to apologize, it’s too late,I’d take another chance, take a fall, take a shot for you,And I need you like a heart needs a beat(But that's nothing new)
Yeah yeah,I loved you with a fire red, now it’s turning blue
And you say,Sorry like the angel heaven let me think was you
But I’m afraid,It’s too late to apologize, it’s too late
I said it’s too late to apologize, it’s too late
Woahooo woah,It’s too late to apologize, it’s too late
I said it’s too late to apologize, it’s too late
I said it’s too late to apologize, yeah yeah
I said it’s too late to apologize, a yeah
I’m holding on your rope,Got me ten feet off the ground...

rawr. life stinks.

reminder..dun ever go zouk on a public holiday eve. NOT EVER.

short hair sucks. SERIOUSLY.

I just cant believe your gone, still waitin for mornin to come, when I see if the sun will rise,in the way that your by my side, where we had so much in store, tell me what is it all reaching for, when were through building memories I'll hold yesterday in my heart, in my heart

[Chorus]
They can take tomorrow and the plans we made, they can take the music that we'll never play, all the broken dreams, take everything, just take it away, but they can never have yesterday, they can take the future that we'll never know, they can take the places that we said we will go, all the broken dreams take everything, just take it away, but they can never have yesterday

You always choose to stay, I should be thankful for everyday, heaven knows what the future holds, or least where the story goes, I never believed until now, I know I'll see you again I'm sure, no its not selfish to ask for more, one more night one more day one more smile on your face but they can't take yesterday

[Chorus]

I thought our days would last forever, but it wasnt our destiny, coz in my mind we had so much time, but I was so wrong, no i can believe me I can still find the strengh in the moments we made I'm lookin back on yesterday

[Repeat chorus]

took part in round ubin marathon today. it was bad, damm bad. k2 kept sinking due to the monstrous waves. looks like marina marathon's next.

took quite some time to think back on my life and re-orientate my thoughts. yea, life's been a rollercoaster ride and learning process throughout. looking at the news of the 5 dragonboaters who passed away and the fact that i have frens who knew them just make me realise the fact that life's realli fragile and that we should realli treasure what we have, be it frens, relationships and family. do go for that extra mile to show how u care for them and cherish them. cherish them, cherish life.

so this is for you. yup, things have been bad at the past and it seems like it has ended quite abruptly and on a somewhat sour note. lets hope that things will look up and we can still keep in touch and catch up on old times.

yup..this are my thoughts.

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