life can just seem so problematic at times. training camp just ended. din went smoothly at all..sprinting side had some internal conflict while polo side still have the usual problems. however to me..the sprinting side problem is escalating into something realli serious. ppl are leaving us..ppl taking up sides..ppl drifting apart from one another..this is realli something that realli puts me down. i am realli sick of seeing canoeing club falling apart. i had always thought tat sprinting side's team spirit is realli strong but apparently i'm wrong. i wish that all this crap would be resolved soon? and did i mention that i even quarrelled with a junior? seriously i dunno whos at fault or watsoever but this kind of thing shouldn't be happening at all. feeling so down and emo and all.
hmm....dun get philosophical with me bah...i realli can't stand tis kinda stuff..
hmmm...been lazy in bloggin....which i have always been. ha. but i'm busy too. being a committee member isn't easy. x) anyway..took part in mr500 last weekend in T1 category. results were disastrous. was very disappointed with my performance but at least i know the difference and how much we have to catch up in national level. shall push myself and train even harder. the next competition is my target and getting into national team if possible.
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went for budget meeting yesterday. came up with all the quotations for both sprinting and polo sides. the final budget cost was like 50+k which far exceeds the 40k which is counted as unrealistic. dunno how are we going to survive..and get our new boats and stuff. another irritating thing is of ppl giving unconstructive comments and stuff about the budget ..as if we can get anything we want.
organising the training camp can be such a chore too. ppl have to complain about this, about that. so much to complain about. i mean..they are just so demanding. its not as if they are the ones organising the camp and they still wanna complain so much. its killing me!! grrr
i am so bloody lazy. Weeks since the last post. Shall update..
became activity coordinator for the club..taking part in mr500 in T1 category... i wanna try to win man...couldn't get into aerospace for 3rd year. bloody pissed off. so many of my classmates got in la..including pple that i feel i did better den them in studies the past sems..freaking pissed. argh. went to a camp as a 'coach'. made some new friends and also had a good time..
watched 300 too. FARKING COOL MAN. the show is like SUPER NICE la. kns. dunno wat to say. the show is just so good. the battle, the storyline, the love between the king and his queen. freaking cool. gonna grab the DVD when its out.
